ugh :(

I'm so bleh feeling. There was this ad on the radio about sonic's patties being bigger and juicier and it made me want to puke. More like bigger, more fattening, and greasier...that was added to the already disgusting feeling from trying to eat a chocolate shake... I've been trying so hard to eat better and not go days without eating hardly at all but right now I feel like I'm about to go back to that even though I don't want to...I hate the way I worry people and the way I'm so weak that I can't stand up without feeling dizzy but I love the sense of control I have. I love the way I finally feel like I get a say in my life. Today when I was trying to eat the shake, every spoonful was torture. I used to love them but today it was absolutely disgusting. The way it tasted...the way it felt on my tongue...the way the spoon felt...all of it. I couldn't finish it. Its sitting in front of me right now like a cup of vomit...

walking around

At walmart at the moment. Helping my mom look for a present for a little kid...I just walk through the girl isle, EXPLOSION of pink and barbies and dolls. Makes me want to puke. Yay I found the book isle, idk what kind of book to get though...hmmmmm.....there's this couple talking about a map being really small lol, the dude said he need his bifocals to read it and then his wife said that's why you drive, it was so weirdly cute. Found a book to get, harry potter and the deathly hallows. I'm such a harry potter nerd =P ugh I just got bad chest pains =( ooooooo fake flower isle. I love that isle even thouygh they're fake. I wish I had a hula hoop, that would be so awesome. Woooowwww I sound like a little kid...ugh I hate how disgusting and uinhealthy everything is. It makes me want to puke. I wish people would relize how bad most of this junk is for them.

Banned

today i read this article in some magazine about books that are banned. it irritated me so much. not the article, but like how some books are banned. i think banning books is rediculous. i mean i understand a school keeping a book with a lot of sex out of an elemantary school, but why does it matter if its in a high school? at least half of them have already had sex. and then they had some books banned because they were "socially offensive". if someone is really going to get offended about a story character calling someone a racist name they should go to an island all by them self, because newsflash thats a part of life and being what ever race the person is. they have "anne frank: the diary of a young girl" on the list. that is so astonishing. that book is like something all people should read. and Harry Potter. i don't get why people hate those books so much just because the character is a wizard. people ban the book because an author has a good imagination. how messed up is that?!?!?! 

I don't get why some people think other people shouldn't be able to read certin books because of their content. it should be the readers choice if they can read it or not.

i think my rant is over. im not trying to offened anyone. those are just my oppinions. please dont get mad at me if you have a different oppion. please post your oppion about this

THE ARTICLE: seen in  AARPBulletin september 2010 vol. 51 No. 7

the list of books banned by american schools and libraries includes many of the classics. here's our list, prepared to coincide with the american library association's annual banned books week, sept. 25-oct.2.We've highlighted a few favorite 50-plus rogues and villians. Who says you gotta be young to rebel? by Betsy Towner

Too Political:

1. uncle tom's cabin

2 all quiet on the western front

3. a farewell to arms

4.the grapes of wrath

5.for whom the bell tolls

6.animal farm

7.1984

8doctor zhivago

9.slaughterhouse five

10in the spirit of crazy horse

Too much sex:

1madame bovary

2.tess of the d'urbervilles

3.ulysses

4.the sun also rises

5.lady chatterley's lover

6.tropic of cancer

7.lolita

8.peyton place

9.rabbit, run

10.i know why the caged bird sings

11.jaws

12.forever

13.the prince of tides

14.beloved

15.how the garcia girls lost their accents

IRRELIGIOUS:

1. on the origin of species

2.the lord of the rings trilogy

3.the last temtation of christ

4.bless me, ultima

5.harry potter series

SOCIALLY OFFENSIVE:

1 the autobiography of benjamin franklin

2. the scarlet letter

3.the adventures of huckleberry fin

4. as i lay dying

5. brave new world

6. gone with the wind

7. of mice and men

8.anne frank:the diary of a young girl

9. the catcher in the rye

10. fahrenheit 451

11. to kill a mocking bird

12. james and the giant peach

13. catch-22

14. a clockwork orange

15. one flew over the cuckoo's nest

16. in cold blood

17. cujo

18. the color purple

19. ordinary people

20. a thousand acres.

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then next to that it tells some about some of the books but i kind of got sick of typing all that so im not going to. i also didn't add the authors names. sorry.

 PLEASE add your oppinion about this. i like hearing what other people have to say.

by the way-they aren't banned in all schools and libraries. ive checked out a few of those books before.

ps. sorry this is soooo long.

boredom

this will be short. its for the people that will be creeping on my blog after i click "follow" on theirs. =P

im going to randomly follow people. that's it. im all done now. =P don't worry. it reallly is random. probably be mostly blogs i see on PT. no stalkerism involved.

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today on and off my fingers have been going tingly. its really freaking me out. i don't know whats causing it to happen.

COFFFEEEEEEE!!!!!!

i just drank some COFFEEE hehehehe im hyper nowwww. i think i shall go jump around my room for a bit. it will be amazingggg. i love coffee. Me+Coffee=<3 hahahahahaha

i love caffine rushes. they make my arms start shaking. its so amusing. and now im typing like a bajillion miles per hour. aaaaahhhhhh!!!!!

aparrently i have a bunch of misspelled words in this blog. hahaha oh welll. it took me like four times to spell well close enough to how its spelled. hahahaha.

my first blog

aaahhhhhhh!!!! im a blogger now. lol.  so for my first blog im going to say a bunch of random stuff about me because i kind of bored at the moment...haha

-i can't stand cherries-the way they smell the way they taste bleh the give me major headaches

-I have an eating disorder...no one close to me knows about this though...and if they do they don't make it seem like they do to me.

-i love the newspaper game, sudoku. 

-i have insanely long toes..haha

-i can touch my nose with my tongue

-i love being weird

-i have a puppy thats not really a puppy anymore named daffy

-im currently falling asleep while typing this lol

-i understand nothing about football

-i still love this guy...he cheated on me during the last week we were together....=,( so i really don't know why i still love him...

-right now im either having allergy problems or i have a bad cold. =/

-im going to sleep now. bye peoples =P

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