purple monkey

Urban dictionary definition of my name- "A gorgeous girl that is just herself all the time. Doesn't try to impress anyone, and hates when people try to impress her. Not a snob & not a jealous person. Ever. Mess with her, you'll have other people to deal with. She's the type of person people can trust and be very close to." I quite like it =P
So that I mention my title, I have a purple monkey that hangs on my bed head board.. the adult skank from a previous post gave it to me about a year and a half ago...I love the monkey. Its so awesome. And purple is my FAVORITE color in the world...but its from HER. And I quite dislike her....which kind of makes me just want to rip it to shreds...but I REEEAAALLLLYYY like that monkey...so its just all grrr and my head is fighting itself about the stupid monkey =/
I need to clean my room... I'm really surprised its this messy to be honest. Its usually spotless when I'm having control issues like I am right now. Strange.
I'm so tired today. I fell asleep at 3 a.m. this morning but I slept in until around 12:30ish? so I actually got enough sleep. But I'm so tired I'm going to nap when I'm done going on about random stuff.
When I move to my new house should I paint one bedroom wall with chalkboard paint and the rest white so I can paint random stuff on them or should I just paint them all white? I can't decide. I think chalk boards are insane awesome! buutttt I have major allergies so yeah... =/
But eeeekkk! =))) I can't wait to move. I'm going to live right around the corner from my school so i don't have to waste gas driving to the town I go to school at. (right now i live about 10 miles away from there) and my best friends from there will be closer. I rarely even talk to my friends here anymore...R is too obsessed with her boyfriend and M is busy with school band or his garage band.
Ok. I'm done rambling on and on. I'm too exhausted to type more. adios peeoplesss

My tummy feels yucky. Its all gurglely =( It feels all awkward. I'm glad I'm the only one awake and in my bedroom... thinking about making my blog look all cool and awesome. I'm not exactly sure how to though...sooooo if you would like to help me make this look less boring and if anyone is even reading this which is a little doubtful.... please comment on how to. I really like how some people have more than one page on their blog like at the top usually. I tried doing that once but i couldn't figure it out at all. I know how to change the background but I can never get an uploaded pic to work. Is there something special you have to do or something?
well that's it for now. please comment if you read this. =)

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It should be called "Grand Theft Human" instead of kidnapping. Old people get kidnapped sometimes but they are definitely not kids. Just saying. And abduction doesn't work either because that's for aliens. Grand theft Human works perfectly for all situations of human stealing. *sigh* Yup this is what happens when I can't sleep at 1 in the morning. I start thinking about all kinds of weird random stuff like that and as a result I can't sleep even more because I'm so into thought over whatever it is that I'm thinking about. Do you like my new title by the way? I really hope it isn't something in another language...that would realllyyyyy suck if i was cussing some poor Norwegian out or something. My apologies if I am though.
In other news I have discovered an awesome song by superchick. I love that band. Its so awesome. Well here's the song- Hold Click that word to listen. :)
So I am now starting to feel sleepy. Nighty night random people reading this

yuck. i feel so nasty. i ate so much today. ive had: peanut butter on a spoon with some honey. like 6 chips ahoy cookies. a graham cracker with nutella. random spoons of icecream. a piece of apple pie. a hard boiled egg. a bowl of air popped pop corn-it didn't have any butter or salt on it so i guess that made it better though...- geeze ive eaten such unhealthy garbage today. not eating tomorrow. i hate this yucky feeling. empty makes me feel so...good? idk. that isn't a good word for what i mean. the feeling is wonderful though. all perfect and light and airy. i think im going to try not leaving my room at all for the rest of the weak...then i wont have any temptation to eat and feel bleh. so glad i have a bathroom atached to my room so i can drink water and go to the bathroom, shower, etc.
over last weekend when i didn't eat much i lost like 5 pounds almost. i probably gained it all back from eating yesterday and today though ='(
so glad im out of school for the summer. i don't have to be exhausted by stupid pointless homework for 3 months woohoooo! =)
audiossss

IM STILL ALIVE! =P

poor dude. i bet a lot of people that sold all their junk hate him now. =P
Funnies song in the world!!! =) watch it. its hilarious!

hahahaha i thought this was quite amusing =P
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/05/11/21-reasons-may-21-not-end-of-world_n_860747.html#s277596&title=1_The_Mayans

so the word is going to end twice! :O OH MY GOSHNESS! who will win the mayans that got bored of making their calender or whats his face that already predicted it wrong? =P
the bible says no one will know when judgement day arrives sooooo it is impossible that it would happen today because God says we won't know and he can't defy his word and come one a day if people know it! =P
but on another note, if God does come today farewell my beautiful readers! i love you dearly! =P

EUGHHHH I hurt freaking all over! im laying down with my laptop on my stomach and not even looking at the screan because it hurts so bad to sit up! i want to go to sleep. but im not tired so it will be hard for me to. sad face here. im not sure where the equal sign and parenthases are without looking so i just did that...
im dying my hair blonde once i find out when the last day of school is. after that im going to use dy8ing my hair to get rid of the rots as a reward for losing weight. for every five pounds i lose im allowed to dye it. if i don't lose the weight...then yucky roots that will look weird. any sugestions for losing ten pounds reward? im not a fan of makeup or super girly things so it cant be anything like that...
speaking of, i think im going to fast this weekend. i feel like i could do it. the thought of food just disgusts me right now...i have no craving for it at all. How do i keep from feeling really hungry and binging on monday? Maybe by then ill hit that stage of fasting where you just have no apitite...I odn't gunderstand whats causing me to want to fast right now...im not sad or mad or anything. i actually am kind of happy..slanty face here.
I cant wait for this sumer! a whole month in a nother state for art school YAY!
well im getting a little sleepy now. im going to try to sleep.... goodnight peeps

ROARRRR! =)

i always forget about this blog lately =P soooo, about my last post, the extremely scandalous one =P, im not going to have ANYTHING to do with the 2 main people involved anymore. my brother told me that i needed to either tell an adult what was going on or cut of connections with them. i couldn't tell on them...i would feel horrible if she went to jail...so yeppp no more talky to the nastys. =/ i feel like i can't even hang out with the adult main persons daughter anymore because im afraid to run into her mom at her house. eugh. well im going to go try to go running now. wish me luck =P