yuck. i feel so nasty. i ate so much today. ive had: peanut butter on a spoon with some honey. like 6 chips ahoy cookies. a graham cracker with nutella. random spoons of icecream. a piece of apple pie. a hard boiled egg. a bowl of air popped pop corn-it didn't have any butter or salt on it so i guess that made it better though...- geeze ive eaten such unhealthy garbage today. not eating tomorrow. i hate this yucky feeling. empty makes me feel so...good? idk. that isn't a good word for what i mean. the feeling is wonderful though. all perfect and light and airy. i think im going to try not leaving my room at all for the rest of the weak...then i wont have any temptation to eat and feel bleh. so glad i have a bathroom atached to my room so i can drink water and go to the bathroom, shower, etc.
over last weekend when i didn't eat much i lost like 5 pounds almost. i probably gained it all back from eating yesterday and today though ='(
so glad im out of school for the summer. i don't have to be exhausted by stupid pointless homework for 3 months woohoooo! =)
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