I haven't been on here or PT in so long...I had been doing so well, I was finally starting to get control of my life in a non harmful way...then I crashed. I always seem to fail at being happy/ doing well in life...Am I destine to be miserable forever??? I am now on anti depressants..cymbalta to be exact...They screw me up so bad. They're supposed to make me upbeat and more awake according to the doctor, but NO they make me so freaking exhausted! I am half asleep throughout the entire school day which makes it hard for me to concentrate. And then they aren't supposed to make me sick if I don't take them with food, but they do. But honestly I kind of like that...it gives me an excuse not to eat all day... My head can be so sick sometimes...
I want life to be happy again... I enjoyed it so much until I crashed. -.-