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im tired. i haven't slept since 10ish-10:30ish? yesterday morning...its 9:50 right now. =/ i don't even know why or how im awake...the only thing i can think of is the coffee i had yesterday night...i had like 4 coffee cup fulls of hazelnut coffee...but after i had drinken? drunk? drank? idk whatever. after i had consumed the 4 coffees i got really sleepy and out of it feeling...or maybe it was the green tea i had? i had 8 cups after the coffee...but green tea doesn't have caffeine in it...at least mine doesn't...so i don't think that could be it...
I made breakfast for the people in my house this morning... i had been trying to fall asleep around 5:40 but it just wasn't working out so i went and got a glass of tea then sat on my front step...i was going to watch the sun come up...then i guess i got distracted or something and decided to make them breakfast...i made a bunch of tiny pancakes, scrambled eggs, a platter of fruit, and coffee...then i set the table all nice. my mom really liked it... for some reason no one really ate my pancakes...idk why though...there wasn't anything wrong with them...it made me kind of sad =/ but oh well. i had 2 pancakes and some fruit..i feel stuffed to sickness now =( which i don't really understand...the pancakes were super small. a little bit smaller than the size of a spray paint can lid. oh wait i forgot i had a small piece of some coffee cake my mom made...maybe its sugaryness was too much for me? but that sounds weird too...i can handle HIGH amounts of sugar and not be phased...
i have to pee. AGAIN. i swear ive gone pee like 15 times since yesterday around 6 pm...thats when i started drinking a bunch of coffee and tea.
i think i'll take a shower after i pee...eh nevermind. ill wait until noonish.
-about to go tinkle-
and im back. although you wouldn't had even known that i had even left...oh well. already typed. not hitting backspace. or delete.
i can't wait to go to the art program. only 2 more weeks! =))) and then i will have freedom! well kind of... but not really. different freedom than i do now so its all cool.
my bedroom is bugging me...i cleaned it a few days ago because i was looking for my tweezers, which i never did find...Its not messy but its not clean either...its that in between that is just annoying because it feels like it would be too clean to say you need to clean it without sounding weird but messy enough to bug me. =/ speaking of cleaning, i need to go through my closet and start packing...nothing in my room has been packed yet. im such a procrastinator. wow i actually spelled that right on the first try =P
i have a sty on my eye. (ha that ryhmed :p) its irritating =( all bumpy on my eyelid because it can't possibly have any other person's eye to sit upon. just sitting there. being a jerk face. and being all sty-like. -.-
im going to sleep now. or try to. good night..or something like that?