im having a degrassi marathon! starting from degrassi junior high!!!! i love that show. ive never seen the original episodes though. i think there might be episodes even older but im already watching these ones. so if there are ill watch them later.

isn't being vegan supposed to make you feel all awesome and healthy???? i feel like yuck from trying to be vegan! it sucks. i just want to go non vegan. but i like the almost control at the same time...and its the closest i can get to full control...so i get to feel yucky =/ hmm...is control even that good..? i control what goes in..but i feel yuck...and i can't control that..so technically am i even getting control??? ugh. stupidness

i feel empty still. but a different empty? idk how to explain it...
i hate people. seriously. i can't even go in my best friends house because her stupid mom is there. its so freakishly awkward! eugh!
bye.