eeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhh

i haven't posted in forever! sorry. my computer charger freaked out and had smoke coming from it and i was afraid to use my mom's computer to go on this incase she somehow found it in the history and read it. and then my phone screen cracked extremely bad.
i have a great urge to not eat. but i can't...we have family meals now =/
which reminds me. i finally convinced my mom to only have healthy food in the house so we would eat healthier. she really doesn't know the difference between healthy and horrible for you. she thinks just because it is okay in a serving size it means its super healthy in any portion. and she smothers her salad in ranch -barf- ranch is super gross! even if it wasn't horrible for you! and she made muffins a few days ago. it was like 200 something calories and a ton of sugar per serving and the box made 12 serving size muffins...she made 6 out of the entire box. thats like almost half a days worth of calories and more sugar than you need in a week in one stinking muffin!!! and then she keeps getting macaroni. macaroni is super awful and i told her its unhealthy and complained about us trying to eat only healthy stuff and she still got the freaking stuff! -.-
and then her annoying friend moved in with us to "help her out around the house" and the stupid lady brought a ton of garbage food with her! she was told that we were a health food only zone and she said ok to it! grrrr! she eats worse than a 8 year old boy!!!
rant over. i think.
i  think im just going to drink a ton of coffee for a day or two...it really supresses my appetite for some strange reason. but i will still get a few calories from the sugar so i wont be completly fasting witch i don't really feel comfortable doing. it makes me feel guilty.
school starts in a month for me...but that means cooler weather is coming soon so im all for school starting =P
goodnight! =)