too young to experiance this stuff

sooo....yesterday there was a 15 year old student with a gun at my cousin's high school in marinette Wisconsin.....he held 23 students, all sophomores i think, and teacher hostage for i don't even know how long...thankfully she wasn't one of the people being held hostage but still...its hard for me to believe stuff like that happening even though i know its true...like, i cant believe that people MY AGE had that happen to them...the guy ended up shooting himself yesterday, he died today...for me, him killing himself bothers me more than him holding people hostage...don't get me wrong, it bothers me also that he held them hostage, but to think that someone my age shot himself...even though im a bit experienced in people i know or know of killing themselves...it makes me hurt inside that someone is so sad that they take their own life...i think because i know how it feels to be that sad...its making me think...