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i feel like i don't remember most of today...stranggeee...
i lost a follower :( so sad
butttt i did find out that at least one person does read this. i love you vibeke lincke!!! :) i didn't mean to make you sad. thankyou for reading this and commenting :) and also the other random people that may read this and may exist. you are awesome too! =P
my plant is dying =( ive been watering it...its a sunburst lilly or something like that. i feel bad.. like i abandoned it and thats why its dying right now. its all wilted and depressing looking =( poor plant. and it was about to finally bloom. i got it to brighten up my room a little and make it less sad feeling. FAIL!!!
i reealllllyyyy need to finish a painting...its for my brothers birthday...which was last friday... im such a procrastinator..
new plan for my room. maybe. light gray walls? and "normal" looking? (instead of the insaneness i had planned with chalkboard paint and spraypainting walls etc) i think i will. i feel like i need normalness in my life. i will still have my cool random things but my room would look like a normal room if i were to move out.
is this normal- every time i consume pineapple it makes my mouth super sore and sometimes makes it bleed then a couple hours later my stomach starts hurting so bad and makes me reaallyyy nauseous. and not just a normal pukey feeling. its like a nasty painful pukey feeling that hurts and makes me curl up in a ball and i can't go back to sleep...and if its not normal what on earth causes this??? and how do i stop it? i love pineapples and they are vegan friendly so i can consume them and grrr its so annoying!
im bringing R iceskating on thursday for her birthday :) her birthday is next week but shes needing some fun so were celebrating this week. the ice rink is in a mall so were going to try to get random mall people to take pictures with us in the photo booth thingys =P it will be a fun day =)
hmmm i think thats it for now. rock on readers! =P nighty night =)