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i am so desperate i am willing to go to the doctor. and that is saying something. but what on earth would i have my mom tell them is wrong with me when she were to make an appointment if she did? it sounds pretty weird to have a conversation go like so:
phone ppl"hello, doctors clinic, how may i help you"
my mom "yes. i need to make an appointment for -insert my name here- for sometime this week"
PP "theres an opening on so and so date. what is troubling her?"
MM "well she feels all empty and stuff"
see so stupid! grrr! im so sleepy!!!! why can't i freaking go to sleep?!?! ugh. -.-